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December 27, 2004, Monday...0219...
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December 16, 2004, Thursday...1330...
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so cute!~.. 
lolX...as christmas leaves...a new beginnin starts 2 arrive...soon...tis yR would end...openin e doors 2 a braNd new 1...as we cross over 4 dAeS ltr...hope tat u will left ur troubles behind...forget them & throw them aside...brin juz ur happi moments ove 2 e new yR...afterall...life goes on so y bother 2 make urself miserable?...
spent e mornin in bed slpin...hahahZ...den evenin went 2 relative hse...2 celebrate xMaS de...hahahZ...received vouchers frm borders & gV as gifts lolZ...hahahZ...had quite alot of tinks 2 eat bahZ...was quite fun though...hehehZ...
tink e new yR is gettin on its toll on ppl le bahZ...it gt mi le lolZ...hahahZ...hope dat wo ao de guo qu...hehehZ...hope tat everi1 ao de guo qu oso lolZ...in fact...if ani1 nids help...ill b more den willin 2 help...hehehZ...
hmmm...sum tinks cant b said here de bahZ...hahahZ...
December 27, 2004, Monday...0232...
cHristmAs ended 3hR18minS earlier...& as we enter boXin DaE...i hOpe tat everi1 haD enjoyed their xMaS sumhw or rather bahZ...hehehZ...
cHristMas was pernormal bahZ...slpt until 12+ lolZ...den slack alot...hahahZ...went 2 hav dinner wif mi famili...den hme le...aftertat went gWc e molecule...tot able 2 get a veri e cute piggy which i saw at pS moleCule de...den in e end dun hav...den went 2 buy 4eVer fRnZ bear...hahahZ...so cute lolZ...2 bad its 'master' is a biG bulli...=P...hahahZ...den went walkin aRd le...actualli did mi 1st gift xChangE...hahahZ...2bad nt much stars again...moon was bright though...hahahZ...
...had missed e last bus...so started walkin again...walked frnt...den baq...den frnt again lolZ...took mi 1hr25mins 2 walk hme...was rather windy lolZ...hahahZ...
wonder if ani1 actualli waited till boXin dae 2 open their presents?...hahahZ...cause its supposinli e 'official' dae for e openin of presents...lolX...had fun lolZ...reached hme at ard 2.25...at least betta den yesterdae...reached hme at aRd 6+...hahahZ...
December 26, 2004, Sunday...0338...
2Dae christmas le...hope tat everi1 gt enjoy abit bahZ...merri xMaS everi1...=D=X...
hmmm...slacked 2 whole dae 2dae lolZ..hAiZ...den went sentosa ard evenin time...tot can c stars...o.O...nuttin at all de lolZ...hahahZ...so suay...den go walk ard bahZ...play sand & water...hahahZ...stayed until 12+ lolZ...den went hme...
at hme le...den mArZ call mi go out...lolXs...den walked 2 kim seng go play pool...play until 3 le den walk 2 orchard...so messi lolZ...everiwhere litter de...hAiZ...den ppl spray here...spray dere...lolX...den eK & cC came 2 meet us...den we walked more...den settled down at lido maC...they were slpin dere...o.O...slp until 6 den all left...they took cab cause no midnite-charge le...lolX...den i tok bus lolZ...nw juz gt hme niaZ...
eH...dun so unhappi lolZ...commander oso nt bad mahZ...hahahZ...i wan oso cannot...lolX...let nature takes its course bahZ...jiayou on ur studies 1st bahZ...relax for nw lolZ...its XmAs!!!...
hAiZ...nw goin 2 slp le...dunno wat time den will wake up...hahahZ...merri xMaS everi1!...
December 25, 2004, Saturday...0658...
jin tian shi ping an ye...ming tian shi sheng dan jia le...hahahZ...lolX...although 2morow christmas le...mi hsehold still no festive feelins de...hahahZ...prehaps tats y i spent e past 14 christmas & christmas eve watchin tV at hme bahZ...so no life horZ...hahahZ...everi yR hopin for sumtink...& e onli tinks tat changes r e programmes tat r showin...lolX...
went 2 meet up wif sum pRi sch zlassmates...woa...all change alot le worZ...den went escape lolZ...took a few rides niaZ...hahahZ...den gt 1 ride make mi nw still 'hin'...hahahZ...den ltr went pS dere sae is wanna go plae pool de...den they dun1 lolZ...went 2 walk in pS...den went into e puzzle shop...wahhh...e dogs so nice de...left e buildin le den went baq in...cause 1 superlate frnZ late min come...hahahZ...we meet at 1 de...he came at 8+...lolX...den e rest went hme le...left we 2 go arcade...left at aRd 10+ bahZ...suai sia he....hahahZ...den he sae wanted 2 walk 2 hMv...i cant...den bb lolZ...hahahZ...
congrats on u havin ur fone baq le...(tink was still mi fault de)...hahahZ...den wanna wish everi1 a n earli merry christmas bahZ...its a festival for suitable for couples/gRpS bahZ...alone is definately no-no...hahahZ...hope all of u all hav ur own programme de...& will enjoy lolZ...tink mi either is lookin at stars de...or lookin at e stars on tV at hme...hahahZ...tats mi xMaS de bahZ...lolX...hahahZ...no nid feel sad for mi=P...wahahahZ...
*a WaRmFeLt HuG fOr EvErI1...wiShIn u AlL mErRy XmAs~...hoPin dAt u aInT aLoNe on TiS sTaRrY eVe of xMaS bAhZ...*
December 24, 2004, Friday...0027...
2dae went 2 sch pass up questa...im 'earli' horZ...+0)...den receive dG's de chRistmas present...so ashamed of miself...nvr buy for others...so malu~...den wanted 2 go studi in qUeEnStOwN library de...saw some bKs on stars...den took sum...in e end borrowed 5 of those lolZ..den tio drag go plae LaN...in e end boh studi...hahahZ...
hahahZ...stars~...such magnificant sceneries...nw december le...can c quite alot of stars bahZ....although mi hse here cant c de=.="...wonder hw nice it would b if im able 2 studi astronomy...to studi & view stars...or help watch e telescopes...hahahZ...
goin out on thurs 2 meet up wif sum pri sch frnZ lolZ...sum reactly gt c de...sum nvr...wonder hw they r nw...curious~...
lolX...juz nw gt a sacred one gav mi sum 'enlightenment' or 'scoldins'...hahahZ...den realize tat wat u said might b riteZ bahZ...prehaps frnZ last longer den coupleS?...hahahZ..
December 23, 2004, Thursday...0015...
no time long blog le...finalli bloggin nw...heng finish all hW liaoZ...nw revising lolZ...alot of tinks hav been goin thru mi mind bahZ...still at a problem...which i dunno wat 2 do lolZ...+o(
life suXs nw bahZ...nuttin seems 2 b goin riteZ bahZ...cant do tinks well oso...so useless siaZ mi...y do ppl feel jealous?...isit because they r too possessive?...or do they feel tat they cant get wat they wanted?...muz 'love' b a factor?...or is 'money' a factor?..
wat would u do if u lyk sum1?...bt feel tat u dun hav e ability 2 look after or take care of him/her?...do u juz keep quiet & stand aside?...or do u risk ur frnZship 2 tell him/her tat u lyk him/her?...im puzzled...
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...wat would u do?...oO
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December 21, 2004, Wednesday...1615...
Album: Men Mei Suo
Ming Ming Hen Ai Ni (OT:IF) - Victor v.s Fish Leong
You duo shao ren zai pang bian
Wo men dou shi re bu jian
Yi chi cue ren bu ju de gan ji yuan
Gan jue chiang bian
Yi jin bei xiao de fang bian
Yi jin an shi dao ji xian
Mei yong qi de ren you yu de sen jian
Xin fu jiou piao guo mian qian
Wo pin fan hu qi er ni
Xiang can lan cing cing
Rang wo dan qi
Ming ming hen ai ni
Ming ming xiang kao jin
Dan shi ni de shen bian you ren pong hua zong shi yong qi
Wo ping shen me yi yi da pai qi ni
Kan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi)
Ming ming hen ai ni
Ming ming xiang kao jing
Wei shen me hai yao zai lang fei shi jian he pa ni dao jing
Kou zhen xin zai shi zui li hai de wu qi
Wo hui ping ming rang ni hen man yi
Wo pin fan hu qi er ni
Xiang can lan cing cing
Rang wo dan qi
Ming ming hen ai ni
Ming ming xiang kao jin
Dan shi ni de shen bian you ren pong hua zong shi yong qi
Wo ping shen me yi yi da pai qi ni
Kan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi)
Ming ming hen ai ni
Ming ming xiang kao jing
Wei shen me hai yao zai lang fei shi jian he pa ni dao jing
Kou zhen xin zai shi zui li hai de wu qi
Wo hui ping ming rang ni hen man yi
Zhang hui bu pei pan qu chu
Shuo ai bu ai yao wen qi
Ai you wo men zhi ji
Jue ding bu pi pi bie puo shui ni de yan jing
Ming ming hen ai ni
Ming ming xiang kao jin
Dan shi ni de shen bian you ren pong hua zong shi yong qi
Wo ping shen me yi yi da pai qi ni
Kan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi)
Ming ming hen ai ni
Ming ming xiang kao jing
Wei shen me hai yao zai lang fei shi jian he pa ni bao jing (wo bao jing)
Kou zhen xin zai shi zui li hai de wu qi
Wo hui ping ming rang ni hen man yi
"Believe"
Children sleeping, snow is softly falling
Dreams are calling like bells in the distance
We were dreamers not so long ago
But one by one we all had to grow up
When it seems the magic's slipped away
We find it all again on Christmas day
Believe in what your heart is saying
Hear the melody that's playing
There's no time to waste
There's so much to celebrate
Believe in what you feel inside
And give your dreams the wings to fly
You have everything you need
If you just believe
Trains move quickly to their journey's end
Destinations are where we begin again
Ships go sailing far across the sea
Trusting starlight to get where they need to be
When it seems that we have lost our way
We find ourselves again on Christmas day
Believe in what your heart is saying
Hear the melody that's playing
There's no time to waste
There's so much to celebrate
Believe in what you feel inside
And give your dreams the wings to fly
You have everything you need
If you just believe [x4]
Just believe...
When Christmas Comes To Town - MATTHEW HALL AND MEAGAN MOORE
La la la la ...
I'm wishing on a star
And trying to believe
That even though it's far
He'll find me at Christmas Eve
I guess Santa is busy
Cause he never comes around
I think of him when Christmas comes to town
The best time of the year
When everyone comes home
With all this Christmas tear
It's hard to be alone
Putting up the Christmas tree
With friends you come around
It's so much fun when Christmas comes to town
Presents for the children wrapped & packed in red and green
All the things I've heard about, but never really see
No one will be sleeping on the night of Christmas Eve
Hoping Santa's on his way
Presents for the children wrapped & packed in red and green
All the things I've heard about, but never really see
No one will be sleeping on the night of Christmas Eve
Hoping Santa's on his way
When Santa's sleigh bells ring
I listen all around
The herald angels sing
I never hear a sound
And all the dreams of children
Once lies will all be found
That's all I want when Christmas comes to town
That's all I want when Christmas comes to town
wAhHh~...sianZ...whole niteZ dint slp...den nw cant slp cause vInZ.k ask mi go gIv him his a.MathS tB...den nw still rainin=.="...hAiZ...yAwN~+.+"
den yesterdaE counted gt mOvIe marathon lahZ...watchEd 2 moVieS almost baq 2 baq lolZ...1st nAtiOnAl tEaSuRe...den e PoLaR eXp. lolZ...nt bad lahZ...went 2 wAtCh nT wif cY & dG lolZ...(c i so lightblub horZ...^^)...still tio drag go c-.<"...den go watch pOlAr cause still gt free pass lolZ...1st watch nT at 4 de...den finishin tat time tio blackout0.O"...hAiZ...den gt a gV staff come in sae gt minor pro niaZ...waiT awhile lolZ...den cY sae tat guy yandao~...wahahahahahZ...lolX...watch watch watch~ until 6.10 bahZ?...den rush go watch pOlaR at 7.10...hAiZ...both shows nt bad lahZ...hehehZ...
sianZ...nw muz go battle e rain cause vInZ.k still 1s his bK...heavi rain siaZ=\...gtg le bahZ...juz lyk frm e pOlAr eXp. muZ beLiEvE~...
December 16, 2004, Thursday...1342...
yOyO...mi 1st blog of e new month...cant believe lolZ...hehehZ...hmmm...nt mUcH happenin bahZ...juz tat mi went 2 m'Sia frm last tures 2 fri?...den sat went uBiN?...lolX?...hehehZ...
wEnT gentin wif mOi famili lolZ...siaNz bohZ...gav us lao-ya bus...broke down halfwas...sae wat radiator leak h2O worZ...den no aIr-CoN...sianZ...den waited 2 hRs for a sWiTcH in Bus...den total journey time was 7HrS lolZ...wAhKaOz...quite alot of cHaNgEs dere siNce i last gt dere bahZ...2 bad still cant go cAsIno...sianZ...den same lolZ...arCade...walk walk...buy tinks...den slp le-.-...hehehZ...den web went outdoor theme pArk lolZ...quite fun lahZ...foggy weather...cool siaZ..hehehZ...hAd quiTe a Feast for lUnCh cAusE mi dAd won 2K lolZ...rM niaZ...singZ den shiok~ siaZ...lolX...wahahahZ...went 2 eat 'aH yI aBaLoNe'...nt 2 bad lolZ..hehehZ...den went 2 bowl...walk aRd...play summore...den slp le(o.O)...hehehZ...bowled agaIn on thurS...den left in e Aftnoon for cRuIse bAq 2 sinGz lolZ...sUpErStAr ViRgO...went onBoaRd makan le...den played bBaLl...caught a show...den went aRd eXplOrIn...plAy more aRcAde...skipped SuPpEr(2 fat le-.-)...den slp liaoZ...den fRi reaCh sinGz aT aBt 2+ in e noon lolZ...fInAlli gt mi com bAq...wahahahZ...lolX...
dEn sAt went joIn yH & cO. on pU lolZ...they aRrIvEd at 11...mI, eK, dG aRriVeD at 4+-.-...den went 2 cyCle lolZ...e rest cYcLed e whole dae le...they went into r oBs plaCe...e chAlet...den tio chAsed by dogs-.-...(jim lolZ...said he fed them tic-tac)...den we cYcLe aRd...stop by a DrInKs-sTop...dEn hEaRd e uNcLe told us ghoSt sToRiEs lolZ...sCaRed E hElL oUt oF kK...wahahahZ...den went baQ jEtTy dere...all tired & hungRy...Den AtE At reStuRant...we 9 pPl paid 8BuCkS...den e aUnTiE gav us rubbish lolZ...sAiD gav us free refill of rice & tea de...den e tea they juz add h2O-.-...beCaMe pLAin...den she saw us eat alot of rice...den gaV us diRty Rice...we all dun1 eat liaoZ...hahahZ...den we followed a gRp of 3 eXpErIeNcEd cAmPErs oF pU lolZ...followed them aRd on bIkEs...wenT 2 Sum bEaCh 1st...den went 2 dIff cemetaRy...1 thAi tEmPle cEmEnTaRy where they sae gt alot of gHost de...den 1 is dURiAn cEmentAry...lots of durians & trees lahZ...hehehZ...on e was jIm sCarEd e HEll ouT of kK again...told him a Ghost stOri...den tis line 'ying wei shi ni hai de' sEnt hIm scramblin lolZ...hahahZ...pOoR olD kK...hehehZ...den we went dere saw nuttin e lolZ...mayb we gt 12 ppl so they scared...:P...den we had no proper place 2 slp lolZ...no $$$ book cHaLet...so muz slp in sum open hUts...hEnG e ppl dere kinD...gav us cArDbOaRds...den we built fire lolZ...whole niteZ was collectin wood...sianZ...den i no place 2 slp-.-...gt slp an hR...bt den hAiZ...let e rest slp bahZ...den moRnin le all diein diein liaoZ...so went baQ hmE lolZ...took bus frm lYk almost 1 terminal 2 another?...den carsickk-.-...vomited siaZ...weak lolZ mi...ShHh~~~...dun tell ani1 horz...:D:P...tats abt it lolZ...
dEn 2dae had e mathS couRSe or suMtink de...at s"pOre PoLy lolZ...tHey were lost lolZ...nt mi=P...hehehZ...was quite fun lolZ...den 2morow(2dae lahZ horZ...pass 12 liaoZ) still gt...2dae's de on engineerin mathematics lolZ...shld b fun de bahZ...well...gtg le lolZ...ill lyk 2 thax e usual taggers for makin mi taggy a hit=P...hehehZ...
December 07, 2004, Tuesday...0007...