Wednesday, March 30
yeSterdAe was 9otH..feLt i wAs a toTal difF. perSon foR e pAsT 90 dAes..e liFe of 1 wHich wAs mOre colOurfuL & meAninGfuL..wE encoUntEreD uPs & doWns(moStly upS de=P)..wE paSsEd thRouGh maNi tEsts..gLad tAt uR bY mY sIde wHen i nId u..haPpI 2 b bY uR siDe whEn u niD mI..e peRsoN hU meAn moSt t0 mi..& tAts u...
oftEn fEel tAt iM aloNe..tAt n01 iS iN e sAme leAgue aS mi..cRoPpiN miseLf in e rM iS wAt i d0 beSt..coNstAntlY feEliN loNelY & sAd..faCin juZ e 4 wAllS all e tIme..oNli bEin wIf u gIvs mI freEdoM & e wAmRth fElt iN mI heArt iS aS hOt aS e cOre oF e eArth..jUz wAnNa sAe 'I Love You'...
suMtiMes..i haTe miSelf foR tRyin 2 b iGn0rant 2 e 0bViouS siTuaTioN tAt is gOin oN..saDdeNs mI hEaRt 2 c u tRyiN hArd 2 bReathE wEll..yEt i cAn oNli waTch...
suMtiMes..feEl tAt e tOtfuLneSs iN mI jUz isNt dEre..fEel tAt iM p0lEs apArt fRm eVen jUz uR nOrmaL fRnZ..rEalLi haTe miseLf fOr tAt...
peRhapS..ppL tiNk tAt iM a fReAk0..irReguLar mOod-sWinGs..sTuPid cRaZy behAvioUrs..lAme atTitidE..oR suM jUz tiNk tAt iM a gAngsTer..jUz caNt hElp bT tinK taT ppL r sErioUsly loOkiN aT mi tAt wAe..mAyb tAts reAllI wAt i m...
hAd suFfEreD fOr 15+ yRs le..woNdeR hW muCh oF tiS i cAn tAke..hAd toT oF a cRaZy sTunt 2 kill miSelf wHen in sEc1..couLdnt dO it th0uGh...
cAnt leAve tIs pLaCe 1St th0Ugh..mY beLoveD cY iS sTill logGed iN mi hEart..wuN wAnNa lEt hEr gO..lOve hEr loTs..pErhAps..e tIme wHen wE gO oUr sepEratE wAes iS e siGn 2 tEll mI tAt mI lIfe hEre hAs eNdEd...
tO aLl mI frNz oUt dEre..i tHanK u fOr e fRnZshiP u & i hAv..reAlli greAtfUl 2 evEri sIngLe 1 oF u..u gUys r e bEst..i wIsh u All alL e bEst fOr uR fUtuRe & waT evEr tAt u d0...
t0 e gAl i hAd & wIll alWaes lOve wIf all mI miGht..cY..thAnk u fOr e woNderFul moMeNTs wE hAd foR e pAst 91 dAes..reAlli feLt lYk i wAs e mOst bLessEd gUy iN e wOrld..u rOx!~..soRri iF i hAv bEen xIao qI..oR incoNsidEratE sUmtiMes..nOe tAt u dOne aL0t 2 aCcomModAte mi..thanK u..wiLl aLwAes tReaSure..u'Ll alWaes b iN mi hEaRt no mAtTer wAt..cUz u r e 1 hu giVs mi e wiLl 2 liVe..loVe u loTs...
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Wednesday, March 23
=)..
tRyin ouT tiS new skIn...plZ giv ur comMentS =X...hehehZ...
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Thursday, March 10
sad & miserable =(
sUmtiMes jUz fEeL lYk tHrOwiN miSeLf oF e rOaD oNtO e oNrUsHiN bUs...
zZz...
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Tuesday, March 1
sad:(
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