Thursday, May 26
liFe..
wAt eXaCtlY iS iT..
lOvE..
wAt eXaCtLy iS iT..
jEaLouSlY..
wAt e hEll iS iT..
aS sHoWn oN tElliEs..
eVeRiTiNk aLwAeS tUrn oUt 2 b a hApPi EndIn..
e Gd gEts rEwaRdEd..
wHilE e bAd gEts pUniShed..
wAt a dIffErEnCe bTw rEaliTy & viRtuAl..
iN tIs vEri cRueL wOrlD 2dAe..
pPl gEt cOndEmn fOr jUz a sLighTeSt mIstAke..
pPl aGruE fOr jUz tAt sLighTeSt dIsaGrEeMeNt..
sO mAni pRobLemS..
yEt nO sOluTioNs..
mAnI mNthS pAsSeD sInCe i rEacHed e cRoSsrOad..
nW iVe reAchEd aNothEr..
--wOuLd u chOoSe 2 fReE uR lOveD 1s oF tHeIr pAiN oR kEeP tHem jUz fOr uR oWn sAke--
tIs wK wAs a toRrId wK fOr mI..
aRguEmEntS wIf mi pAreNts..
wIf mi bRothEr..
wIf e tEachErs..
wiF fRnz..
wAt hApPen 2 e tOlEreNce & reSilIencE iN mi..
tHeY aLl jUz dEsErTed mI wHen i mOst nEeDed tHem..
wOw...sUcH gReAt fRnz..
lIfE 2 mi hAs nO mOrE mEaNin..
aLl i wAn wAs a SimPle lIfe..
wIf sUm sImpLe fRnz..
a sImpLe fAmilI..
sUm sImpLe coMpaNy..
yEt..
tInkS dUn sEeM 2 b sO sImPle aT all..
hOlIs r hErE..
nO mOoD fOr iT tHouGh..
aLl mI fEeLiNs jUz eVapOraTed..
pRehAps tIs iS wAt u cAll fAte..
loOks lYk iM dEstInEd fOr aN iNdIffErEnT liFe..
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D E P R E S S I O N,,
Tuesday, May 24
nt sUre wAt gT inTo mi..
dUn aLwaEs sEeM 2 b mIseLf..
pOn mAthS 2dAe..
wOndEr whIch eXtRodiNary tInkS i wOulD dO nXt..
sTilL tAt oLd suCky mOoD..
24tH mAy..
aN iNdiFfErEnT dAe aS e rEst..
sUmhW..
feEl tAt e woRld iS jUz plAyiN mI..
hElpLess..
sIck..
weAk..
sUmtImeS eVen wOndeR y iM hEre..
nO1 pIckS uP wAt i sAe..
nO1 gIvs a hOot..
nT tAt i cAre aNimoRe..
iM a bAd gUy..
leAve mI aLonE..
lEt mI iSolaTe mOisElf..
aFteRaLl..
bEeN dOin tAt fOr e PasT 15yRs...
D E P R E S S I O N,,
Thursday, May 19
sumtiMes..tiNks r nT aS siMplE aS thEy mAy b..
D E P R E S S I O N,,
Thursday, May 12
..sadxXx..
didnt do well for mye bahZ..though dunno results..nt pleased wif mi performance..
some tinks still goin thru' mi mind bahZ..nt sure wat do..nt sure hw i shld feel..
sum words still stuck in mi mind bahZ..
nw i noe hw it feels when ur closest ppl sae all e unpleasant tinks abt u..
even when he/she is jokin abt it..
u might nt feel anitink..i would..
confused..troubled..mind-bloggin..
hAiZ..
D E P R E S S I O N,,
